you a certified head docta.

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 21:56:04 GMT

1. Post the names of 20 of your favorite musicians.
2. See who can guess which is your favorite song by each.
3. Once someone guesses right, bold that row and include the song.

1. The Blood Brothers - Trash Flavored Trash (Ellen)
2. Comeback Kid - Wake the Dead (Chenwei)
3. The Mars Volta
4. Against Me!
5. Anberlin
6. At the Drive-In
7. Bright Eyes - The Calender Hung Itself (Ellen)
8. Thrice
9. Death from Above 1979
10. From Autumn to Ashes
11. Immortal Technique
12. Mindless Self Indulgence
13. Motion City Soundtrack - The Future Freaks Me Out (Chenwei)
14. Strike Anywhere
15. The Faint
16. Tool
17. As I Lay Dying
18. Death Cab For Cutie
19. The Alkaline Trio
20. Brand New

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 00:58:01 GMT

First good weekend in forever.

Friday=Zak stayed over. Thats my main nigga.
Saturday=Mall w/ Zak, Car show with Zak, Zander, Kiet, & Drew., Mister Marks with the guys.
Sunday=Car Show with Kiet and Drew, Cookout.

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 05:49:08 GMT

It feels damn good to be home. Spring Break was so-so, longer update when I feel like it.

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 03:20:02 GMT

So, this will be my last entry for a while. Tomorrow morning I am leaving for Florida, and won't return until Saturday. I will miss some of you dearly. I might be able to get online there, but I doubt it. Have a good Spring Break everyone.

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 02:43:39 GMT

So today was, meh.

Had to go to the gym and do chores.

Kapop came over, we DDRed it up, played some Counterstrike, walked around the neighborhood, and all that good stuff.

He invited me to stay at his house over SB, but parents are forcing me to go with them to Florida, bleh.

And I wanted to go to the concert at Aroma tonight to see Chenwei, buttt parents wouldn't let me go. arg!!@#$!$#@

Tomorrows Easter, woo candy.

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 00:45:17 GMT

today was actually the first good day in a long while.

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 14:21:56 GMT

Ah, the joys of having the day off from school. Not much has really been happening lately.

Bad: Did shitty on two of my exams, and one of them was in my best class, :[.

Good: I'm going to the mall with Drew and Zak, and then probably back to Zak's. I start my job tomorrow.

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 22:43:24 GMT

Your HONEST Opinions"
[1] am I good looking?
[2] am I sweet?
[3] am I nice?
[4] am I crazy?
[5] am I lovable?
[6] am I funny?
[7] am I psycho?
[8] am I selfish?
[9] am I daring?
[10] am I a good person?

"Would You...."
[1] hug me?
[2] kiss me?
[3] hold my hand?
[4] miss me if I was gone?
[5] listen to my problems?
[6] be there for me when i need you the most?
[7] hug me if I cried?
[8] be a good friend?
[9] buy me a box of chocolates?
[10] lie to me just to make me happy or tell me the truth that can make me sad?

"If You Could...."
[1] give me a new name it would be?
[2] hook me up with someone (real) who would it be?
[3] do one thing with me it would be?
[4] drop me one piece of advice it would be?
[5] give me something that's very special from your heart it would it be?
[6] be my boyfriend/girlfriend would you say yes?

"Just A Few Questions"
[1] What do u love about me?
[2] What is my best quality?
[3] If u could change one thing about me it would be?
[4] What is your honest opinion about me?
[5] If i die will you remember me forever?
[6] Would you forgive me if I break your heart or do something that's really bad to you that will cause you pain?

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 22:17:34 GMT

Would You Ever..?

1. Give me your number?
2. Have sex with me?
3. Let me kiss you?
4. Watch a movie with me...even one you really hate?
5. Let me take you out to dinner?
6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
7. Take a shower with me?
8. Be my bf?
9. Have a fling with me?
10. Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
11. Buy me a drink if i didnt have money?
12. Take me home for the night?
13. Would you let me sleep in your bed?
14. Sing car kareoke w/ me?
15. Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
16. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
17. Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
18. Do you think im pretty, beautiful, or hot?
19. Do you like my style?
20. Do you think im funny?
21. Do you care about me?
22. Would you cry if i died?
23. Would you stop me if i tried to commit suicide?
24. Would you dance with me?
25. Would you sing happy birthday to me?

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 02:18:31 GMT

wow, today has been a shit day. broke my ipod, and i dont have a way to get down to warped this summer, and i cant afford plane tickets wtfaouhew8978xvf.

i hate life.

at least my exams went good today.

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 03:07:30 GMT

some bitches really get on my nerves. >.<
anyways, treys party at the mall today was mad fun. I saw a lot of friends, and had a good time. Tomorrow I gotta ref, and then I cant do anything else the rest of the weekend. My parents are making me study for exams.

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 17:46:20 GMT

ok so im about to leave to go to the beach. im going with drew w., it should be pretty fun. we are seeing shinedown, even though ive never listened to them at all, i hope its a good concert. i'll be home tomorrow afternoon. lol my dad was working on the roof and the ladder slipped and he landed on his back on the porch. OUCH WHAT A DUMMIE. + his back was already bad, he says hes ok so i hope hes not lying.

update tomorrow afternoon hoes!

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 12:12:37 GMT

So this weekend should be pretty cool. After school on Friday I'm going with Trey to the mall, and we are meeting some people up there, should be fun. I might stay at his house Friday night. I'm working Saturday morning, then going to the beach with Drew. We're seeing a concert and just hanging out. We're spending the night there, and coming home Sunday afternoon.

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 12:21:49 GMT

So yeah, mom got all pissed at me for having a few F's in my english class, and she flipped. I'm guessing shes putting the password back on the computer when she gets home, so I wont be online as much.

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 02:48:12 GMT

So, this weekend was pretty cool. I went to the mall on Friday, and hung out with the guys. I went to Zak's Saturday, and ended up staying over there. That was pretty cool. Mom got me some new clothes: some shorts, polo shirts, and a new track jacket. Its blue and white, I love it. Today I went to the mall again. Pretty good weekend.

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 01:23:20 GMT

I'm really fighting a personal battle right now, and it is time for me to make a change :\.

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 01:01:05 GMT

so i just got home from youth group. on friday night zander stayed over here. we went and saw Constantine, great flick. on saturday i worked, and then me and zander went to the mall and chilled. after that he went home. today ive done nothing at all.

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 03:03:25 GMT

1. Total amount of music files on your computer?
somewhere over 1,500. they are spread out in different folders.

2. The last CD you bought was...
Don't even remember, I download everything.

3. What was the last song you listened to before reading this message?
The Blood Brothers - Trash Flavored Trash

4. Write down five songs [you often listen to or] that mean a lot to you.

1. The Blood Brothers - Trash Flavored Trash
2. The Mars Volta - Eriatarka
3. Comeback Kid - Wake The Dead
4. Thrice - The Artist in the Ambulance
5. Immortal Technique - Dance With The Devil

5. What 3 people are you going to pass this baton to and why?
noone.

1- I'm a girl
2- I'm a boy
3- I like rain
4- I am a good dancer
5- I wear tank tops
6- I like thongs
7- I watch cartoons
8- I've watched Nick Jr. well into my teens
9- I spend too much time online
10- I have a collection of something
11- I have too many clothes
12- I can't control myself
13- I have been in love
14- I prefer construction paper over regular printer paper
15- I have a coloring book
16- I've been in a different country other than my own
17- I pretend to know things I don't
18- I am often sick
19- I complain too much
20- My life isn't as bad as I like to say it is
21- Someone likes me
22- I wish I weren't so stupid
23- I think I need to talk to someone about my problems
24- I don't treat my friends as well as I should(some of them)
25- I have skipped school before
26- I can stand on my toes
27- I can do the full macarena
28- Tongue-twisters are easy to say
29- I listen to 80s music
30- I have too many secrets to count
31- I try to be as honest with people as much as possible
32- I'd be better off without my parent(s)
33- I have more than one life-changing regret
34- I want to live to be over 100
35- I like to party hard
36- I listen to heavy metal
37- I sometimes stereotype people even though I say I hate labels
38- I'm artsy and 99% original
39- My nose is stuffy right now
40- I wish the weather would be warmer
41- I've frollicked on a beach
42- I once updated my journal more than 5 times in a day
43- I have more than one messaging program
44- I think South Park is the best show ever
45- I love Johnny Depp
46- If I see a penny, I always pick it up
47- I watch Disney movies regularly
48- Peter Pan has the right idea
49- I have a special cup that nobody can use but me
50- I'm territorial
51- Even if I believe in non-violence, I will fight for what I believe in
52- I have a new computer
53- My boy/girlfriend doesn't treat me as well as they should
54- I try to be a good person to everyone
55- I am rude
56- I snore and/or sleep talk
57- I over-eat when I am too stressed out
58- I take a lot of pics of myself then delete them because I think I'm ugly
59- I have a bad self-image
60- I think I'm fat
61- I'm waiting for someone to get online right now
62- I want to paint my room a different color
63- I have an interest in designing things
64- I'm a follower, not a leader
65 - I watch Comedy Central like there's no tomorrow
66- I am in love right now
67- I underestimate what my parents probably know about me
68- I take people for granted
69- I listen to music all the time
70- I'm a huge nerd
71- I know the real definition to the word 'dork'
72- I'm not as charitable as I could & should be
73- I change or update my profile(s) regularly
74- I am a member to 5+ web-sites
75- I like to play neopets daily
76- I know someone that needs help, but I don't try to help them
77- I've dipped my head under water to hold my breath to see what 'drowning' feels like
78- I have a step-family
79- I've thought about dying before
80- I didn't have many friends when I was growing up
81- I comment on my friends journals
82- I watch the news
83- I'm into politics
84- I do my homework regularly
85- I have a cell-phone
86- I'm not shy around friends
87- I have three blankets on my bed that are all different colors
88- I think my house/appartment smells weird
89- I am two-faced around certain people
90- I bite my nails sometimes
91- I watch Lord of the Rings at least once a week (
92- I think some of my friends are total nerds (And I love them for it.)agreed.
93- I've attended a Cosplay
94- I've given or received oral sex
95- I think stickers are the coolest
96- I like to correspond with people through actual letters & packages
97- I think hugs are the greatest show of affection
98- I sometimes don't wash my hands after I use the potty.
99- I have tried my hand at acting
100- I made a positive difference in someone else's life
101- I'm generous
102- My heart has been broken
103- I have been in a long term relationship
104- My friends barely know how I feel
105- I have a car
106- I've run up a phone bill
107- I watch the Surreal Life
108- I have an optimouse
109- My internet is too slow for my needs
110- I love to eat chocolate
111- My biggest fear is being alone
112- I have a best friend who knows me 100%
113- I like the band Coldplay
114- I am not a virgin
115- I find everyone attractive in their own way
116- I have been in a long distance relationship
117- I look for the good in people
118- I'm usually fun to be around
119- I cry at least once a week
120- I have stuffed animals
121- I don't have cable
122- I have a pessimistic outlook on life
123- I clean my ears
124- I like to work out
125- I don't like to complain
126- I've been cheated on
127- I've cheated on someone
128- I've helped someone else cheat on someone
129- I eat spinach
130- I enjoy anal sex
131- I have/used to have braces

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 01:07:26 GMT

do you's

1. do you think im cute?

2. do you want to kiss me?

3. do you want to cuddle wit me?

4. do you want to hook up with me?

5. do you think im smart?

are we's

1. are we aquintences?

2. are we friends?

3. are we hook ups?

4. are we in a relationship?

5. are we gonna have kids?

am i's

1. am i smart?

2. am i cute?

3. am i funny?

4. am i cool?

5. am i the most brilliant person ever?...hehe?

would you's

1. would you hang out with me?

2. would you date me?

3. would you be my hook up?

4. would you be my girlfriend/boyfriend?

5. would you have sex with me?

have you ever?

1. have you ever thought about me?

2. have you ever thought there might be an "us"?

3. have you ever thought about about hookin up with me?

4. have you ever found yourself wanting a kiss from me?

5. have you ever wished i were there?

are you's

1. are you done with this survey?

2. are you happy you know me?

3. are you mad at me?

4. are you thinkin bout me?

5. are you going to repost this so that i will return the favor?

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 12:15:09 GMT

Good morning. Grades come out today, and that is not a good thing. This is my last post as a free man, lol. I'll be grounded for a couple of weeks, nothing big.

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 03:16:35 GMT

Me, Elyse, and Alexander are as black as they come.

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 20:24:52 GMT

1. i ______ Jake.
2. Jake needs _______.
3. Jake wants _______.
4. Jake can be _______.
5. One day Jake and i will ______.
6. Jake thinks i'm ______.
7. Without Jake i would ______.
8. Jake loves ______.
9. Meeting Jake was ______.
10. The best thing about Jake is ______.
11. When Jake grows up, she will be my ______.
12. Jake is such a ______.
13. When i'm alone with Jake i will ______.
14. Jake daydreams about ______.
15. If Jake moved i would ______.

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 21:40:07 GMT

Time for an update.

Friday: I rode home from school with Alexander and Dylan. First, we went with Alexander to get his hair cut. Its short now, I think its pretty cool. After that we took Dylan home. Me and Alexander then went to the mall until about 9, and hung out with some people there, it was pretty cool. I bought a new DDR game, DDRMAX1. Me and Zander played DDR, watched Invader Zim, got online, and just chilled until about 2. After that we talked until we fell asleep. We woke up at about 10:30, and had some food. We walked to a gas station and bought a lot of candy and sodas. We played DDR for a few hours, and then his Dad brought us some Burger King. More DDR, and I left about 3:30. I got home and showered, and now here I am. Tomorrow I might be going to a party at Abby C's house, it might be pretty cool. If I go I might take Zander with me.

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 02:19:46 GMT

Cut some, probably will still be cutting some more soon.

Today was the last day of soccer tryouts, and I fucked up my ankle. Wish me luck :\, but I doubt I'll be making it this year. I feel sick.

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 02:50:32 GMT

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